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For all the love
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Every little moment with you became my favorite
All your memories are engraved in my heart and mind, ever since I knew you
Magical day, first time i felt your lips's precious skin
Look how beautiful you look when you smile, omg.... my heart laughs yet i didnt tell you that all the time
Beautiful baby in her own element
Lil curly head, i love all your hair phases
Never failed to be the sexiest girl ever
things you don't think i noticed
Things i love about you
you are magnificent
the way you fall asleep on my belly
the dream catcher, it's your soul even if it's your mom's
you adopted strays before you met me
belly dance, one thing that makes you happier with yourself. i remember every video and always longed for more, too stupid to not show that.
you send songs without telling me which lyric is for me
you can write a paragraph at 2am that a stranger could follow
you forgive me for the side points and ask me to come back to the real one
you rated your own volatility 1/10 instead of blaming me for everything
your circle is small. you don't waste energy.
you keep studying through the depressions you fully name
your directness
that ear cover thing
your patience with my scattered brain
the way you say nony
you draw tiny sketches to give yourself small accomplishments
you take care of your family even when they exhaust you
the day you sat on my lap when working. i was shy and weird.
your hands. the way you flex them when you're nervous.
the way you mock your own bad cooking but never mine
you sing along to your guitar even when you say you can't
I'm sorry I haven't listened all that time, I've been deaf and stupidly, angrily blind.
Never again am I to afford even telling you half a miscommunicated word
Nothing but my queen
Your perfectionglowsin every way
I want nothing in this life but to live with you forever
and build more loving memories together until we die, no more drama
signed in ink & bone
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Moments held dearest to heart
crazy about you
Shut up i'll marry you
Soul mates and their pet-love-craziness
Best feeling my soul and body can experience in this lifetime and next probably
Massage me or dominate me idc.. i'm all yours
To holding hands until we die
May we always experience everything with you, and only you.
Rabena ye7meky w y5aleky lya ya rohy
crazy about you
Shut up i'll marry you
Soul mates and their pet-love-craziness
Best feeling my soul and body can experience in this lifetime and next probably
Massage me or dominate me idc.. i'm all yours
To holding hands until we die
May we always experience everything with you, and only you.
Rabena ye7meky w y5aleky lya ya rohy
home
Everywhere is home when you're in it for me, doesn't matter where
not promises. things i actually mean.
what i owe you
What happened at the mall, what your family saw, was on me. It was about my anger, not about us. I'm not asking you to move past it.
The pattern is clear, and I see it now. The words that cut, the apology the next morning. I'm not naming it to make myself feel better. I'm naming it because I finally understand it.
I need the final true chance with the version of me who actually feels all of this now, not the one who kept saying he would. I want to really make it up to you this time. With action, not language. With consistency, not flashes.
- Complete presence. I owe you a person who is fully here, interactive, listening, not half-arrived and waiting to talk.
- Cruelty in language is over. The first thing out of my mouth in a hard moment won't be the thing that hurts the most.
- When I'm wrong, I sit with it before I speak. No reactive apologies, no spirals.
- Respect for your family, who saw what they saw. That's on me to undo, slowly, with their daughter.
Nader. and i mean it this time.
Can we meet when you feel ready to meet the real, clean Nader?
yours, always.
here, for you
Oh and if you ever need
Pick anything. I'm listening, I'm here, no judgement, no questions. Just say the word.
if any of this felt heavy
Take a deep breath, habibty.
If anything in this made you feel nervous or low, close your eyes a second. Remember when i held you tight with everything i got. You're safe here. Press the button when you want me to breathe with you.
Ready?